Wednesday, October 14, 2015

"Life or Breast"

 "Life or Breast": There my beautiful Queen you stand, Greeting me with  million dollar smile as you touch my hand, Now your testimony is to be told, My ful...

"Life or Breast"

There my beautiful Queen you stand,
Greeting me with  million dollar smile as you touch my hand,
Now your testimony is to be told,
My full attention you now behold,
This is not a fairy tale as one may think,
This is reality, life changes as fast as you think,
Life or breast that's easy for me to choose,
These are the cards that I am dealt so I can't lose,
I must live to fight  another day is my goal for now,
It's not why I got over, but it's how...
A lifetime of hair once covered me from head to toe,
Now all I have is the nakedness of balding to show,
Neuropathy in my hand and my feet,
Only some relief from the pain, is all I seek,
The life that was is no more to be,
A new human has evolved and I am a new me,
The fear and confusion sits with me day by day,
I have accepted my journey, this battle come what may,
Many tears I have cried feeling all alone,
Yet within its God peace ensures me, I'm not on my own,
There my beautiful queen you sit,
Telling your testimony is a big hit,
Letting others know what you have been through,
Being strong and be courageous is definitely you,'
Continue to smile and hold your head up high,
There is no limit with God, as you continue to reach for the sky.

Friday, October 9, 2015

"Pain in my heart"

"Pain in my heart" You look so strong and invincible as you carry on with life, Yet inside a time bomb is building slowly, Why is this happening when you...

"Pain in my Heart"



You look so strong and invincible as you carry on with life,
Yet inside a time bomb is building slowly,
Why is this happening when you are so full of life,
Enjoying every moment with family and friends,
Your future already planned and you are on your way,
Seeing the world and eating many exotic rich dishes,
NEVER thinking about the next second,
but a change has come from out of no where...
Slowly you feel something out of the norm,
Quickly you brush-off this feeling as a fluke,
yet this time, fear succumbs you greatly,
Panic has become your friend,
Your mind races as you faces your greatest dread,
Before you can answer your own question,
A sharp pain engulf your chest,
Sweat falls from your face,
 As you grab for your heart,
You pray to God, please don't let this be a heart attack,
I have so much more to do and see,
Your future pass before you like a flash,
Who will take care of my family,
Who will make my special dish at Christmas,
Who will help plan my children wedding,
Who will tell my grandchildren night time stories,
Who will kiss my husband good night,
Who...
Questions that I will never know the answer too,
Questions I have never asked until now,
Grabbing my phone I called for help,
Slowly as I fall to the floor, feeling alone and afraid,
I speak to the other voice on the phone, and  I explained my situation,
Help is on the way , just hold on, just hold on,
My eye closes as tears roll down my cheek,
My life has changed forever, the pain in my heart.





Monday, October 5, 2015


Love  is just around the corner.
 Why is it hard to show love when it comes to our skin tone, yet if a flood occurs we all come together?
Love is just around the corner.
 Why do we look down on others because of the clothes they wear, yet when a storms comes our way we make sure everyone is safe?
Love is just around the corner.
Why are we killing one another it's ok, yet we get mad if someone kills one of our family members?
Love is just around the corner.
Why are people killing and hurting their own children, yet their are so many longing to have a child to hold?
Love is just around the corner.
Why is there so many people dying from cancer, yet research has been going on for hundredth of years?
Love is just around the corner.
Why do people go to church and say they love, yet when you see me homeless on the street you turn and look away?
Love is just around the corner.
Why do you say you love me , yet you physically and verbally abuse me ?
Love is just around the corner.
Why are you taught to say good morning with a smile, yet people will walk by you without responding like they didn't hear you?
Love is just around the corner.
Change must come, and it starts with the person you see in the mirror everyday.
Love is you and  Love is me.  Love is now.